dollar or so

in my name
i got a little more than a dollar,
hidin' in my pockets...
waitin'
to spend on you
cause that's what i wanna do with it.
that mean anything to you?
you ain't the prettiest girl i've ever seen-
on the outside...
but you make me laugh
when no one else puts a smile to my face.
how much you think that means to me?
i wake up...
wonderin' where you are,
wonderin' who you're with,
wonderin' where the fuck are my cigarettes...
if you knew that
that mean anything to you?
i stare,
i do,
most of the time
at you
that scare you...
it does me
cause lately
my mind's eye won't let you go.
that mean much to you?
i fantasize bout you...
by myself,
alone,
naked,
i think you know what that means.
i like tellin' you stories
cause you listen with your mouth open
and that's pretty fuckin' cute...
that's why i'm never in a hurry to get finished.
i could talk to you all night long
if you let me,
i'd even consider wakin' up before noon-
if you wanted to hear another one.
that mean anything to you?
you make me stupid
but you don't ever make me feel like i'm dumb.
if i had a secret right now
i'd tell you...
i have
before,
i'll do it again...
dare me.
those secrets mean anything to you?
i trust you...
you know what that means-
i'm fucked...
cause that's when my heart starts
pealin' away at my insides
and dealin' a deck of cards
that i'll probably wind up losin'.
how much does that mean to me?
or more importantly
that mean anything to you?
guess if i had to gamble
i'd put all my money on you
that dollar or so i got in my pocket right now,
cause i was gonna give it you anyway.
actually,
i was gonna give you everything i got
without asking if that was alright with you...
cause that's how much you mean to me.
hope that's enough.